A time of transition

A time of transition

 A fork in the road is emerging, and with it a choicepoint appears once more. Do I stay where I find myself, comfortable but uneasy? Or do I venture down an unknown path where soul stirring potential lays in wait? This is not an unfamiliar place for me...it is the unknown. It both excites and frightens me. To enter into the unknwon is to risk  the comfort and security of all that I know for the possibility of all that might be - all that I feel moved to explore. Like a butterfly drawn to the light, I too feel drawn to the light of something deeply soul-stirring that is of yet, imperceptible to my eyes. It tugs at the strings of a deep yearining that I have yet to define and it leaves me in the throws of a dilemma. 

Interestingly, this happens it seems, in cyclical pattterns in my life. In my younger years, it was faster paced. Every four years I felt stirred to explore a new path and with it the growth that I required - both at a personal and professional level. As I age,12 year increments seem to define my experience. The pattern though is clear and poignantly challenging as I find myself at the start of yet another new cycle and the familiar sense of dis-ease that marks its arrival.

As I contemplate this, and consider where this path may lead me, I am keenly aware of the joy that emerges through service and through kind attention to the suffering of others - to creatures great and small. To provide another with comfort, with compassion, with understanding, is deeply rewarding and a mark of the generativity that defines the middle-aged+ years of adulthood. This is a piece of the answer that I seek (I know) and yet, there is more still that is required to complete the picture that is taking form on life's canvas. What a wonderful piece though, for is it not exactly what we need today in a world where compassion and kindness seems often in short supply...

To this end, I share with you today, the next phase of my work on the journey of conscious aging. This June, I will be delivering a three-part seminar series on "Exploring the Way of the Crone Through Ceremony" for the Celebrant Foundation and Institute of New Jersey. The attached Press Release entitled  "Transforming the rest of life into the best of life" speaks to this emerging need as so many of the world's population enters a growing demographic of older persons. Perhaps this will be a part of the path that is making itself known to me now...perhaps.